So lucky to be living.

Today, I was 5-10 minutes away from witnessing a murder and suicide at my workplace in the school district's parking lot when I left for my lunch break. I am thankful to not have been a part of what happened, yet I am grieving the loss of an innocent life. My heart breaks because of the things that are broken in this world. Tons of hurting people out there, maybe you are one of them. If you're reading this, whether you are hurting or struggling or are perfectly happy right now, please know in this very moment you are so phenomenally loved. You are worth everything and at any price.

My sweet and adorable fiance came to visit me after work for a little while to visit me, and I couldn't stop hugging him and smiling and laughing. I just felt so happy and so lucky to be living. He had called me right after he found out what happened at the school to see if I was safe and sound. In that moment, I just thanked God for this fragile breath. And for allowing us to live and enjoy the moments we share together. It breaks my heart that those moments could be gone any day, but I am continually praising God for the present and trusting and abiding in Him with our future. It's a scary thing to do, but honestly who else is really in control--definitely not me!

Take care, friends. 

Love,

Lauren

P.S.

Ever have a moment where you truly are 

thankful and so grateful for just being alive?